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- Mood:
crazy
i'm really tired of waiting...its like in my whole entire like i've been sitting and waiting for that special some one to just notice me once or to built up his courage to just tell me..i'm really tired of all this nonsense..i don't want to make a guess anymore..
what do u people actually want?..just tell me straight to the point..its not like i have no other things to do then just figuring out..
here's a little advice..don't do anything if you don't plan on making a move..don't even think about getting close to that person..its really annoying..
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blank
You Are a Good Girl |
 You are 70% Good and 30% Bad Generally speaking, you're a very good girl. (But you don't have us totally fooled!) |
Your Inner Gender is Male |
 You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant. You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness. You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men. No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside. |
You Are 44% Open Minded |
 You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind. You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different... But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong. You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them. |
What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You |
 You are sophisticated, modern, and high class. Your taste is refined, but you are not picky. You are often the first to try something new. You are mellow, spiritual, and philosophical. You are a true humanitarian. You enjoy helping people. Your heart can be too open at times. You sometimes over-extend yourself. You love being around people. Friendships are important to you. You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone. |
- Mood:
bored
- Mood:
moody
1. I'm super blur..
2. Desperate need of sleep..
3. Loves blue and black..
4. Having confuse feelings bout something or should i say someone..
5. Gonna die doing mechanics..
6. Almost cry reading PS I love You..
7. In desperate need of money..
8. A desperate need for hair cut..
9. Feel like dying my hair again..
10. Relieved from assignment..
I would like to tag..
can't think of anyone at the moment
-> thought of uploading pictures but there is the problem with livejournal
really chat a lot with wendy these days..i really miss those moments when we are still together with carmen as 5 damar's 3 musketeers..sometimes i do feel that life at uni suck..i don't really have someone to click together..its as though none of them share the same interest as me...
its like those 'boys talk' days are over for me..its like very few girls in my class and they have their own issues among themselves..i miss those 'stalking' J**** days where we would always watch him outside martin till he reach his car or when he is finally out of sight..i also miss those hottie scouting days...we would always try to search for one where ever we are...
its like when i enter uni..those thing were shattered..i can't really seems to mix a lot with them..no matter how..something does not feel right..
how i really wish if those days weren't over..
- Mood:
gloomy
Mellisa
Nickname
hmm...there are a lot...
Birthday
03/10/1990
Birthplace
KL
Time of birth
can't really remember..about 11am..
Single or taken
duh..single of course
Zodiac sign
Libra
[Your Appearance]
How tall are you
bout 163cm
Wish you were taller
of course
Eye color
dark brown..
Eye color you want
green..
Natural hair color
black
Current hair color
reddish brown
Short or long hair
short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color
not yet..wanted to try it out
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair
cut it short..
Glasses or contacts
both
Do you wear make-up
nope.
Ever had hair extensions
never
Paint your nails
well duh..
[In the opposite gender]
What color eyes
not important..
What color hair
not really that important..
Shy or outgoing
hmm..shy is kinda cute but outgoing is way better..
Looks or personality
both..
Sexy or cute
cute..
Serious or fun
it depends..
Older or younger than you
older of course..
[This or that]
Flowers or chocolate
chocolate..
Pepsi or coke -
none of the above..
Relationship or one night stand
hmm...
School or work
school...then work..
Love or money
both..
Movies or music
both
Country or city
both
Sunny or rainy days
in between..
Friends or family
both
[Have you ever]
Lied
duh..
Stole something
no..
Smoked
never...
Hurt someone close to you
hmm..maybe..
Broke someone’s heart
duh..
Had your heart broken
duh..
Wondered what was wrong with you
duh..
Wish you were a prince/princess
hmm..maybe it still depends..
Liked someone who was taken
hmm...
Shaved your head
never
Been in love
well..duh..
Used chopsticks
yup..
Sang in the mirror to yourself
hmm...maybe
[Favorites]
Flower
hmm...quite a number..
Candy
well depends on what type..
Song
too many to mention..
Color
blue and black
Movie
anything to my liking
Singer
that can really sing..
Word
hmm...
Junk food
nope..
Website
lots of it..
Location
well japan..duh..
Animal
any animals that are cute..
Ever cried over someone
hmm...maybe..
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself
well..i'll have to really think about it..
Do you think you’re attractive
it depands on other people..
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose
my own fairytale creation..
Do you play any sports
duh..
The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.List (6) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1)loves anime
2)loves music
3)loves challenging things
4)loves electronic stuff
5)loves story books
6)loves mangas
tag :
any one will do i don't care about the rules
- Mood: annoyed
ciao...
- Mood: tired
yea..consider i'm on holiday now as currently i'm in singapore..my mum wanted to come here for shopping..but i'm not enjoying it also..i have to finish up my malaysian studies assignment and my lab report also...haih..really depressing and test is not over also...i still have my maths test next week..
kinda screw up my IT test today...practically create my on computer functions...haha...well got to go..will try and update soon...
- Mood:
cold
just want to say thanks a lot julian..i really feel much better compare to yesterday and earlier..
he send me this really good message...
Each day is precious and so full of wonderful possibilities. Don't waste it by worrying. Worries will only take your strength away. Leave your worries behind, instead fill your life with joy and peace. Learn to share and to love. Enjoy the simple pleasures in this complex world.
don't you think its so sweet of him?..
- Mood:
touched
then i went and take today after light waves and electrons test..because julian kinda like force me to take..so both of us went to the lecturer's office..when i saw my result i was like..ok ok..i predicted it...don't cry...
the lecturer then explain about the paper..
after that i went out of the room...Mr. Chiang was standing at the door..asking me whether i am satisfied with my results..so i just answer no..and he was like you didn't cry..i was like no..
i kept telling myself not to cry..but the minute julian went off..tears were falling out..then he suddenly called me..i quickly wipe it off..and turn...luckily he didn't see me crying..i don't know how to explain why...
haih..its really bad..have to study really hard for test 2..
- Mood: disappointed
well..and one more things..try not to hate your mum too much..no matter how..you are still under her care..
- Mood:
thoughtful
What Mellisa Christabel Chia Means |
 You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. |
- Mood:
curious
study till 2am yesterday..but midway got a call from julian and chat for bout less than 30 minutes or so..
well..the test is way better then mechanics..and i still manage to screw a bit somehow..
i forgotten that volume is cube..how could i?...
- Mood: worried
You Are 20% Evil |
 You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want! |
am i that good? i don't think so..
- Mood: crushed
- Mood: annoyed
creativealways remember the crazy times all of us did..the girls in 5 damar were really fun to be with..
times when i'm at the uni right now..i feel kinda lonely..not like last time..i wasn't surrounded by girls..even though the friends i have now are fun to be with..but no matter how there is always a thing or two missing..
there is a really huge difference with staying around campus and commute from home..i feel like i always distant myself from them..i am not sure why myself..it is as if i can't join in their conversation at all..its like they are always talking about things happening during their stay..
i feel that i'm reverting back to my old self sometimes..after arvind told me i change from being anti-social like i used to..i just don't feel like mixing with people anymore..all the fun just seems to get out of my mind..
i really miss those days...
- Mood: depressed
struggling to study mechanics A..i am still blur about it..
- Mood: blank
after that i went to the computer lab to kill some time...did my english assessment on the net..then julian came along to surf the net after he finish his lab report to hand in today...we ended up talking a lot..during that, i found that we really have a lot in common...especially about the past..don't ask me how did we end up talking about that..he was like really a not..i cannot believe it..we are so alike..and he have this really cute dog..damm that dog is so cute!!
we really chat for so long that i did not realise that its time for lunch..so we went to the canteen and still talking all the way there..and i found out that he is actually older than me about 2 years...navia was like wei you dating arr...i was like your head lar..
class after that was really boring..
- Mood:
blah
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